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[02 Oct 2006|09:33pm] |
new journal.
i came and looked at the entries.
everything that i wrote is not even who i am anymore.
it's so far from it.
so, new journal...
feel free to add it:
www.livejournal.com/savy_socialite
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| im letting go... |
[21 Sep 2005|10:11pm] |
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e.r.e. |
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today was the first day i worked since last weds.
bah.
i hate it.
i was dreading going back all week.
not to mention: we were slow as fuck.
mallaurie picked me up from work.
i came home and changed than we went to the marketplace to have pizza.
came back to my house.
than went to zingo's to have ice cream and milkshakes with erik and kristine.
im gonna miss that goober.
i only have 3 more days left with him.
but he will be back for my birthday.
and i cant wait for that.
im tired of being here.
i wanna move forward.
i wanna be more sure...
there i am with you.
so take me on.
and move me forward.
and make me more sure of where i am with you.
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| i misses yous. |
[06 Feb 2005|12:26am] |
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none. |
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kent told me that hes moving back to ohio on the 24th.
that made me really sad.
im going to miss him.
i have to work 3:30-11:30 tomorrow.
shitty.
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| sometimes i just have one of those teeny bopper moments... |
[21 Jan 2005|04:59pm] |
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the postal service. |
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friday, feb. 25
$12
tsunami bomb, circa survive
@ jerry's pizza.
oh me. oh my.
do you even know how excited i am for this show?
it's been over a year since i've seen anthony green perform.
ill be counting down the days til this show, you can betcha.
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| today was more boring than usual. |
[13 Jan 2005|09:24pm] |
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adair. |
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my dads watching the true story of the exorcist.
how it happened in real life with a little boy.
ill be havin me some good dreams tonight.
sheesh.
nana and papa are coming down tomorrow,
and thanks to work, i wont be able to see chase's band play.
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| r.i.p. |
[10 Jan 2005|05:00pm] |
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cam,
i know me and you dont really hang out anymore,
but im very sorry for your loss.
its incredibly heartbreaking.
i remember at your party the baby was playing with everyone.
he was so adorable.
once again, im sorry.
theres really nothing else i can say...
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| bah humbug... |
[25 Dec 2004|10:31pm] |
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the plot to blow up the eiffel tower. |
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dear santa,
i was very dissapointed when i awoke this morning and he wasnt under my tree.
i have been good all year long too.
fuck you fatso,
savannah
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| sonny came up and gave me and autumn two free shirts. aww. |
[11 Dec 2004|12:44pm] |
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laguna beach. |
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last night was fun.
i haven't had one of those in a long while.
i went to jerry's to see from first to last, emery, roses are red, and boys night out.
it was great to hang out with everyone.
it made me realize what i'd miss if i did move away like i want to.
im still contemplating the fact of moving though.
so who knows.
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| please be okay... |
[02 Dec 2004|10:35am] |
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nothing. |
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i dont know what happened.
i keep forgetting to breath cause i'm worrying so much.
please don't let what my gut is telling me the truth.
♥
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| what else can i say? |
[29 Nov 2004|04:33pm] |
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the higher. |
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i just don't know nothing about anything anymore.
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| im not too fond of turkey, so all i ate was 3 rolls and cider. |
[28 Nov 2004|05:03pm] |
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my chemical romance. |
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Well Thanksgiving was its ol' boring self this year.
Shea came over after he ate at his mom's house.
He got a new tattoo the night before so we went to Rite-Aid to get him some cream to put on it.
I went to his house later that night with Chris, Autumn, and Chase.
I spent the night.
That was kinda a mistake cause I didn't sleep at all and I had to be at work at 11 for the busiest shopping day of the year.
I was beat.
Brittany came into town so I got to hang out with her the past couple of days which was really cool, cause I really missed her alot, and I'm glad that she got her shit together ever since she moved to Clovis.
We went to Shea's last night cause I bought him the TERROR shirt that I have at my work.
He liked it.
I got off of work today an hour and 15 minutes early.
score.
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| Shea hated my peppermint mocha, and I smoked alot today... |
[23 Nov 2004|10:27pm] |
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Park. |
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Shea called and woke me up at 9:30 this morning, and said that he was going to come over.
He told me the night before that he was, but not that early.
So I said okay, and fell back asleep, and re-awoke when he rang my doorbell.
I answered it, than went back into my room.
We layed there for a long while, talking.
Than we decided to go to Taco Bell.
After Taco Bell, we went to Starbucks, than to Lowes so he could get a peep hole for his door.
We came back to my house for a bit, than he had to leave.
Tonight me and Courtney went to the Salvation Army, where I got two new kick ass shirts, than to the dollar store, than met my mom at Sorrella's for dinner.
After we ate, my mom took me to World Records cause the CD I ordered last week came in.
All in all...
today was a great day.
Finally.
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| my mom and sister seen the hickey on my neck, i blamed it on my straightener, they didn't buy it... |
[21 Nov 2004|05:36pm] |
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new homegrown...strange. |
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Last night me, Mel, Sarah, and Geoff all went to the dollar theatre to see Napoleon Dynamite.
I adore that movie.
And still, I adore him.
And miss him more and more as each day goes by.
More than anything and everything.
How long can I pretend that this whole "friends" thing will work?
I honestly don't know.
I love him so much, and I know he feels the same.
He says we'll be together again, someday soon.
But should I just sit here and wait, and brush all these other boys off my shoulders?
I don't think that's fair.
But God, I'd do anything for him.
Love just sucks sometimes.
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| I Just Wanna Clear One Thing Up! |
[19 Nov 2004|07:42pm] |
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mel's sweet laugh. |
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FROM MEL'S JOURNAL...
myonededication (myonededication) wrote,
@ 2004-11-18 00:12:00
Current mood: horny
Current music: The Used- Hard to say!
Blast from the past! LAME!!!! LOL
Well, today I hung out with Kacie (we were so hungover), then went with my mom to some beauty places, and OMG
I fucking tried to strip the black out of my hair and it changed red and then faded back to black...i'm sooo fucking pissed off. I fried my hair for no fucking reason...OMGGGG....I couldn't be more pissed right now....
I had to wear a shower cap on my head for 5 hours b/c i had to leave that shit in to get all the black out. I looked so fucking retarded. And sanna made me drive her happy ass around wearing it. But it is ok b/c she hadn't showered and had no makeup on and smelt like ______ N E Ways I won't say..LOL
We hung out til prolly 10pm and I had a great time just talking and bullshiting with her, That pie we ate in like 1 minute was FAB!!! OMG you don't even know.
I love her so much.........
But YAH I feel really girlie......woot woot.
PEACE!!!!
All of that shit for nothing....what the FUCK!!!
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From: cutawaythehurt
Subject:
Message:
cutawaythehurt
2004-11-19 19:31 (link)
SEX!
Come on! Just Say It!
I Smelled Like Sex!
Rough, Hardcore, Booty spankin, On The Rug Porn SEX!
And It Was Good.
♥
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| And I Think You're The Best Person Ever As Well!<3 |
[19 Nov 2004|07:31pm] |
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from first to last. |
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I'm really dissapointed in someone.
Someone who said that they would always be there for me.
And when I really do need you, you break your promise.
It's like, oh God, now what in the hell am I going to do?!!!??
Well worry for about a month is one thing.
Fuck.
She just really pisses me off.
Nothing seems to be going very well lately.
As you can read.
I hope I pull out of this slump very soon.
Tonight: Downtown... no bar. : (
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| I Just Don't Want To Wait Forever... |
[15 Nov 2004|12:18pm] |
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dead poetic. |
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I went and seen heavy heavy low low, and nevea tears last night.
My little sister Autumn, and her mom, who's one of those hip/cool/listens to good music/ and goes to shows kind of moms, came and got me.
I brought black velvet with me and we went to fast trips to get fountain drinks.
Her mom got vodka for them.
Shea and Brandon met us down there. After a while we walked to the bar, but Terry wasn't there,
so I just went pee, and we left.
I went with Chris to the store, got some more whisky, and met Shea and Brandon at their house.
I drank a little bit more.
And me and Chris left.
Nothing too exciting went on last night, but I had fun.
Last night I thought about quitting drinking, and smoking.
Than I thought about it some more,
and decided not to.
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